Time passes by, and I just still standing there, thinking that things could change in one night. What an idiotic mind!! I'm having a stagnation in life. My social life is stuck, my education are stuck, my love life.. yaiks! Even that one is stuck! [giggle] And I'm feelin' like I'm going no where for the last few weeks. Maybe my thinking were right, I need to get back, and pause a little. Things have become a routine for me, and I hate a monotone life. But my assignments from campus is going swell! I did all my task, attend class again without absent. Keep track of my studies, and so on. At least there's something that I do right.

I keep on thinking that most of the guys that is getting in me, is doing it only for fun. Well, ok, maybe not most of them, but ALL!!! Geez! What is wrong with their heads?!! They just come and go, as easy and as quick as a cat winks its eyes. I hate to played around like that. Don't somebody out there thinks that I worth something?! That I'm a special person, that I'm unique and different?! Cant someone give me some credit here?!! What is wrong with men???

[the question is: what went wrong with me??!!]